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01:21am 14/06/2010
  I used to count the clock
tick, tick, tick
until you came home,
or called me,

I uised to count the days
as they rolled by
until you came home,
one more time.
Spill your heart!!
10:48pm 10/05/2010
  I’m spreading my arms around you
It’s hard to breathe without you
Be my tonight!
It sounds silly and insane
Spontaneous deeds and incredible words
So many vulgar thoughts keep running in brain
You have no clue how sweet it hurts!
I can’t resist this pleasant pain.
Spill your heart!!
12:22am 24/01/2010
  Easter's Eave...I was making for the church to fulfil the obligation of every Orthodox believer and stay the whole night until dawn in the church concentrating on the divine service. Such a thing has lasted for 6 years already since I took my religion beliefs seriously. But this time something had happened that changed my life and the attitude to it. Hardly had I crossed the threshold of my church as SHE got into my horizon. Read more...Collapse )
Spill your heart!!
09:06pm 10/01/2010
  Only 10 seconds I need from you
To draw your attention, to make you listen.
I’m holding your hand. What else can I do?
You really neglect the things that are missing.
I forgot when last I heard your gentle “hello”,
The thigh from your lips,
Your tempting suggestions, I couldn’t say no
Unforgettable touch of your fingertips.
Spill your heart!!
06:28pm 04/01/2010
  You thought you were my everything
My day and night
My sun and moon
But you appeared to be wrong, you broke the spring
You have forgotten the delight,
the rain in June…
But I have left it all behind
Your nasty words and the reproaches of yours
You weren’t the best that I could find
There is no time to feel remorse
Spill your heart!!
03:44pm 24/12/2009
  My fingers were slipping down your spine
As if they were doing the warm-up for a piano play
Your heart beat strong, you said you were all mine
And deep inside I felt that you would stay
With me this night,
Until the sun will rise again
You did forgot your pride
You said we were no longer friends
I’ve got the confidence
To take you to the stars
With zero tolerance
You’ve been caressing all my scars
Spill your heart!!
05:22pm 23/12/2009
  You taught me what it was to love
What was the real passion when the sunset came
You showed how it felt when a tender kiss was not enough
Your hands and lips were playing the exciting game
And it was funny to repent
Of all the crazy things that we had done
To feel how our happiness was coming to an end
To realize that I have missed the only one.
Spill your heart!!
11:00pm 22/11/2009
  Want to teach you how to walk along the rainbow
To feel the gentle touch of summer rain
Give me some time to turn your sorrow
Into the simple joy and captivating game

Let’s observe the starfall when the night is young
Let us meet the dawn and polar star together
Life’s like a morning sun, it’s just begun
And I can say the diamonds are forever
Spill your heart!!
11:33pm 20/11/2009
  Your earrings were slowly bouncing up and down

Your lips expressed the pleasant sighs

I felt as if I were at marry-go-around

Your gentle warmth just drove me to the skies

I felt that I was loosing consciousness

I totally surrendered to your passion

And in the end I felt the happiness

Enjoying your contented smile’s expression

Spill your heart!!
Synchronized Chaos Magazine now accepting submissions of all kinds 
04:29pm 13/08/2009
  All artists and writers in this community are invited to submit work to the literary/artistic/cultural/nature and travel writing/scientific webzine Synchronized Chaos. This includes novel excerpts - we encourage novelists to provide some description of the project along with the excerpt and a link where the whole piece may be purchased. We also do book reviews for fiction and nonfiction.

Information on the zine and how to submit, from the Facebook group http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=20763137372&ref=mf :

This is all of our new brainchild, an art/cultural/literary/scientific/social commentary/essay webzine tentatively called "Synchronized Chaos" (referring to some kind of not-obviously-apparent logic that emerges spontaneously from randomnity, basically a fun way to have a theme without having a theme.)

Sort of a way to help the aspiring artists we constantly meet to get their names out there and spotlight some excellent work which should have an audience but the artists don't want to go through the publication process. And to give people committed to worthwhile causes a way to speak out or to use their personal experiences to educate others.

Everyone's invited to submit (and everything should be accepted, unless it's obscene or hateful). If you are interested please send a submission via email anytime. We're working towards setting up a regular editing board and designating people to handle certain kinds of submissions, but for now you may use my email, cedeptula@sbcglobal.net

We're online at http://www.synchchaos.com with a lovely format designed by Tabitha Smith (http://www.tabithagracesmith.com) and invite you to check it out!

We are not a paying market as of yet but hope to become one as we grow and sell advertising and/or host contests. The magazine's online contents will remain free to provide artists and writers with the greatest level of exposure possible.

So far we have received a good variety of submissions, and look forward to more! We're also chaos_zine on LJ and would be a publishing credit for any visual artist or writer to put on his/her bio or proposal or resume.

You may either pitch or send a completed product (attachments OK but prefer writing or thumbnails or JPEG images pasted in the body of the email.) Please put "Synchronized Chaos Submission" in the subject line and please feel free to include an artist statement or bio if you would like.

Also - our magazine is as much about building community and relationships with artists as it is about publication. We'd be happy to see artists and writers post and chat with each other in chaos_zine or on the Facebook page and would be glad to comment/critique or dialogue with you about your work if you would like.
Spill your heart!!
08:03pm 13/08/2009

My dream is to take you faraway to the seas

To the wonderful places you have never been

To enjoy summer nights and the tropical breeze

Treating you like my muse and my queen

Simply dedicate to you all my songs

All my novels with happy ending

Taking to heart all your beautiful words

Playing around and pretending

Warming your palms in the hot summer sand

Letting the wind gently caress

Your silken hair, your tender skin…

To be the one about whom you feel obsessed

To be your all, to be your everything…

Spill your heart!!
Your Blue Eyes 
08:32pm 02/05/2009
I look into the depths of your brilliant blue eyes

An endless ocean

holding a beautiful new surprise

Voice like an angel sent from heaven above

Wrapping around my soul

like a warm velvet glove

Play me a song filled with star crossed love

A wordless long melody

Something for only you and me

My life has only just begun

With the warmth of your eyes

Soaking up my bright new sun.

I look into the depths of your brilliant blue eyes

An endless ocean

Holding a beautiful new surprise.

Spill your heart!!
11:36pm 19/03/2009

Your touch is that gentle

That I can stand it no more

Maybe I am too sentimental

You’re the one I’m striving for


I seem too shy to say

The words that’d have changed our fate

I dread to make you stay

My heart’s beating stronger & telling me «It’s too late”


Illogical words are said by me

White walls will reveal this mystery

The warmth of your caressing palms I can’t forget

The nights are slowly passing by with sadness & regret


I daren’t look around

To see your eyes

Your whisper like a magic sound

Will take me to the paradise


I can’t resign myself to misfortune

I don’t want to follow its stream

I want to steel you

And chase the sunset beam


Let your kiss spread around my soul

My feelings are already past control

My emotions seem to break my heart

Your devotion can’t fall apart


How can I tell you

What I feel inside

Love is the only thing

 I’m trying to hide


Don’t dread to fly away

Don’t be afraid of the blue sky

I’ve just come to say

You’re always on my mind


My heart’s hiding behind a white cloud

It’ll be revealed by a rainbow light

I only want to say aloud

I need you by my side!


Spill your heart!!
10:06pm 08/03/2009

You have never appeared in my craziest dreams

You have never disturbed my imagination

Now I know what the obsession rally means

You‘ve come into my life like the spring elation

I’ve been longing for you like the blossom for the wind

Like the desert for the rain, like the sun for the sky

Tried to cope with emotions burning out within

Answering the question why

So much turned by every move you make

So much touched by every word you say

Your kiss is like a golden chain I cannot break

Your tempting smile makes my day.

Spill your heart!!
03:54pm 22/02/2009

How can several seconds change your life?

How can 3 words define your fate?

How can gentle whisper slice emotions like a knife?

How can your despair exaggerate?


It’s quite beyond the reason

And past the common sense

There’s no chance to listen

Words seem to be immense


I drown in the ocean of your eyes

Subconsciously approach, and take you by the hand

There’s nothing in between that makes me realize

That I am no more stranger, no more friend.

Spill your heart!!
08:24pm 25/01/2009

Volcano’s sleeping deep inside of me

I can’t control my feelings and emotions

When you look into my eyes so mysteriously

I can’t find the words to express my devotion

I feel like a mute being burned by the fire

That comes from the bottom of my soul

Your gentle kiss is all that I desire

To sense your passion is my goal.

1 Spilled Heart Spill your heart!!
12:10pm 18/01/2009

I am glad when you feel embarrassed

When your heart beats stronger when I am near

When the boarders between us are already passed

Your gaze is anxious and sincere

It is so painful for you to wait

Your bite the lips of yours anticipating my caress

And anytime I drop you by, it’s never late

To drive your feelings into pleasant mess

You never fall asleep before the morning comes

And getting wild in my gentle arms

You can no longer hear sanity alarms

And I surrender to your charms


Spill your heart!!
07:48pm 06/01/2009

I just wanted to become

Your dream, your hope and your intention

Feel your tempting gentle charm

Taking me away to new dimensions

And becoming everything you are

Try to be as one, 1 day forever

Time is no more distance; your star is not that far

You’re the only goal I should endeavor

Spill your heart!!
11:08pm 03/01/2009

Never been so in love before

Felt that embarrassed and shy

Didn’t dare to knock at your door

Missing you in every try

Looked into your arms that deep

Tried to tell you: You’re the one

So obsessed I couldn’t sleep

Waiting for the morning sun

But it couldn’t calm me down

Your gaze caused the chain reaction

Feeling like a helpless clown

I do really love you to distraction

Spill your heart!!
06:10pm 31/01/2008
  please stop what you're doing.
give me a call.
I'll give you directions home.
Spill your heart!!